take the wheel...*

原來我真的很怕死

有一種交流。

想睡

明天到拉斯維加斯和大峽谷去

嗯

去downtown失望而回. with a tiny bit of surprise. 但不足以彌補那disappointment.

希望long beach會是個好地方...

=)
what a day
to celebrate your birth

happy birthday
garfield

19JUNE2011

i love you! i miss you! =D babe see you after 6/8!

你在我的夢中穿梭往來
好像一切是理所當然
突然的來臨
又突然的離開
and you seem to take pride in that
torturing me in one way and another..
should i congratulate you on your success
i have become too numb to feel the pain

eyes opened.
a dream it was.
the suffering should be nonexistent
i try to recall the contents

i was the protagonist.

alright. just doing this little countdown thing. in less than 60 hours i'll be off to LA for 49 days!!!!!
haha actually quite nervous... wonder how UCLA is like, can't wait to get there!

but im postive i'll miss the food here...
and the people, and tv, and the transportation, and everything else ><

i try to take small and careful steps
then big and impulsive steps
which brings me farther?
which leads me safer?
who is it to judge it all?
i won't say 'just do it'
it's not practical
'follow your heart' isn't right either
so what should i do
they say 'pray for His guidance'
i'm sure they are right
but
is this what i want now?
can't i do things on my own?
yes i know He watches
yet perhaps i'm trying to show Him that
i'm a big girl now...

會痛才會醒

你還可愛麼?