it's all but an illusion.
sometimes i just don't know what position i'm standing on.
it's like everything i do is out of place, and i'm trying too hard to fit in.
and at the end of the day, i fail miserably.
perhaps i should learn to shut up
and maybe one day we could talk and not just speak...
hic... what do hiccups mean. hic.. hic...
will watch the rest of the illusionist tmr.
心情低落到真係唔係幾掂
需要抖抖氣
一個人拎住張餘額$10樓下既八達通 + $3X現金 + 學生證 出去沙田食麥記 (哈連身份證都冇拎)
註: 我係特登唔拎多d錢以控制消費...
兜一轉番到audlib
larp過下d MS (一邊聼beatles cd)
d french 完全不屑一顧
其實依然 gan jue bu liang hao 感覺不良好
玩左陣琴
就去左common room jam 戲睇
係 bollywood 的 ROBOT. (途中我右眼隻con被我捽甩左, 但漏左眼鏡係宿, 惟有夾硬戴番@.-)
痴線. 笑到癫左.
but what goes up, must come down.
emotions alike.
琴日暈車浪後
今日連心情都暈車浪
奇怪. 我今日明明冇搭過車!!! (火車唔係車)
唔同既人問我做咩事, 點解唔開心
我話唔知
其實我係咪真係唔知
總之
就是有個不知名的something trigger 了我的負面情緒
對
是那.
now what. am i wrong this time?
everytime i come to think of it, its like im repeating the same mistake over and over again.
i just won't grow, would i?
stupid. stop thinking nonsense. there's nothing you could do anyway!
ARGH
lies. lies. lies. im lying to myself!
seriously, who doesn't lie?
i can't tell you why, but i know im unhappy. at least not happy if not sad.
boobooboo yes im boo-ing meself.
actually i hafta wake up early in the morning. yet the birds are already up and singing -.-
they disturb my sleep. usually i love birdcall, but not for now
NOW. what a word. what does it mean? what significance is there? is it a moment, an instance, or a concept that passes by before you realise it?
what is tomorrow? will tomorrow ever come? when it comes, isnt it already 'today'? and yet there are countless tomorrows for us to delay and postpone things. huff. did people create a tomorrow for excuses? or solely for 'planning' purposes?
this love. not everyone can bear it. i can't take it either. perhaps i'll just leave it in a little box, wrap it up, not so nicely wrapped i think, then put it aside, shove it into a dark and damp corner, wait for it to rot and decay.
ouch.
sad isn't it?
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